Creating art work is such a challenge for me, especially when fear holds me back. So many times I’ve looked at a blank canvas and run in the opposite direction. There are endless ideas in my head, but I'm paralyzed about how to start. I’m grateful for my poetry as a creative outlet, but it’s only in words that are black and white. How I long for the colors to pour out of me, and hopefully one day they'll flow just like my words do. The beautiful painting is by Kelly Del Rosso, and more of her artwork can be found HERE.
LOVELY STRANGER
My insides are layered With brush strokes Of longing from That lovely stranger Imprisoned in me Who yearns yet again To break free From her chains
She lives compressed Inside my lungs Each rib bone Carefully cinched Corseted in fear To block her colors From leaking and Revealing a trace
Despite her constraints, She patiently waits Using my heart As her canvas Painting it tenderly In bold strokes of red That pump their life Through my veins
She eternally creates Inside her confined Lonely space, while I march forward White-lipped And wondering Searching in vain For her hiding place
She coats my restraints In vivid heartaches Painting my insides With vibrant landscapes Hidden from sight Amidst clinking chains And planning her Daring escape.
I really need some humor on my blog this week, so I am going to talk about Facebook. I owe this to one of my favorite bloggers, Bone, who wrote a fantastic post on this subject last week. To read his incredibly funny blog, go here. His post made me remember a hilarious video about Facebook someone shared with me months back. Every time I watch it, I go into a fit of giggles. No pun intended, but it 'pokes' fun at Facebook in a completely hilarious way.
I resisted Facebook for a long time, but I must admit it has grown on me and I love keeping in touch with friends and family who live far away. I especially like reading their statuses throughout the day, which vary from sweet, to funny, to deep, to pissed off...lol. For those friends and family who don't live near me, and there are lots of them, Facebook can be a wonderful way to feel I'm somehow closer than I am. I do, however, hate all the applications that Facebook is filled with, and yearn to choke the next sheep that gets thrown at me!
Please watch the video...may it cause you to collapse in a heap of laughter. OK, that's carrying it a bit too far...but may it at least make you crack a big smile. :~)
This one came out very sad, but "blue rain" kind of led me in a melancholy direction. It got me thinking about what if clouds were the physical manifestations of everyone's worries on earth. I chose this painting because, despite the worry clouds, the moon still shines a comforting light down on it all. Painting by Matthew Hasty.
CLOUDS
Burdensome thoughts Internal, sad rhythms Casting shadows So restless they drift Like a soulful gloom Floating in silence Behind our eyes
Our loneliness lifts Its thick halo of clouds In one long whisper Across moonlit skies Haunting the bones Of mountains, with Lonely, gray musings Lingering burdens That glide
Fine-misted mantras Over sharp pines and rivers Dissolving to rain In soft, slapping sounds A recycling of pain On dry, thirsty ground Pulled from behind Brooding eyes.
I am a mother, wife, and work in progress. I love to be creative. I write poetry and it's a great release for me. I have always had an artistic yearning and am finally allowing myself to learn and play.